a disciple's step...

"Let us admit that there are times when we doubt His presence and wisdom. As a result, we stop praying. We stop going to Mass. We go our own way as if it was His loss. Later, we realize that it is not the right response. Rather, the more we must cling to Him and seek Him while we await His answer, the more we must knock. For without God, we are nothing. Our only way out of darkness is to seek the light. Our only course to reach our true destiny is to find the way. Our only resort to be free from all lies is to embrace the truth. And our only way to find the essence of our existence is to belong to life Himself. Not to insist on what we want, but to open ourselves to His very first response. Only when we exercise that humility can we fully benefit from His goodness.."